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UntitledIf I could tell you that I miss you--
That I love I do--
But I know that you don’t--
Why I even bother to petition the gods of love…
For your thoughts, for a sign, for you?
I don’t know why?
If I could have you
I know I’d give my life
Just to be with you!
But you don’t care that I love you
It’s just a phase to you.
I pray for you
And hope for you
But not even flowers blossom that fast
And your mind is just cold
And your eyes are just old
But you’re so cool to me
I’d be in your brave heart
And be with your iron life
If you’d open the gates
And let me into your garden
This night wouldn’t be as cruel.
Fire burns and roses sprout
I count every hour of the day
Till I meet you once again
Sometimes Time deceits-
And you're not there…
Other times Time rewards-
And we lose hours in a river of lust
Oh how painful every second is-
I wasted time down the drain….
And how bitter sweet it is when you're there-
The wait was worth the while….
And when you hold me virtually –
Every flower blooms with excitement
But when you're not there—
The night freezes every living being.
He is evil and cunning---
But not like you;
You're sweet to me.
SinI’d like to be inside of you, but you’re too big; I don’t fill your space at all
I’d like to sin with you this night; you’re just a saint- holy and incorruptible
How I long to take you down….. Like you take a wall apart; brick by brick- you pound at it like a hammer upon ice-----
If I could give you my love- and our blood could become the same and flow in each other’s bodies….
We could take a holy communion without God, but be like him and save each other from virtue.
Light and darkness mix in my head and become inseparable from one another-like milk from cows….
I implore to you my dear; forget about your holiness and touch upon the earth--- she’s found a place for us here; lets sin my dear….
God surely has sinned too, yet we wouldn't know it; but let us not keep it a secret from one another……
Be my Saint George; sly the beast that is awake in me……. Let me take your body and redeem myself
The Devil Part TwoJohn Belmar has blond hair and a pair of blue eyes that fright the living daylight out of any person he meets. He’s neither tall nor short and has nice frame about him. When he was in high school he was the most athletic guy in the whole school; sitting as the football captain and wrestling leader. When he graduated he graduated with a four point o grade point average and with many honorable mentions and three scholarships. Mr. Belmar was the best of his class, no one could compete with him for halve of his mates quit upon being impressed by him and put themselves in second post behind his back and the other halve was already in the outer box doomed from the start. Mr. Belmar lost his parents after finishing his career and became the richest man in Blooden after he inherited their money. He married Jane Louis who was considered the most beautiful woman in her class and converted to her church upon marriage. Jane gave birth to two sons and a girl who John loved a lot and became ve
The Devil Part OneThe Devil Part One
The Devil once walked the streets of Blooden, California; every afternoon after dusk he’d walk around every corner of a town which though itself a city. He marched through Blueberry Lane Fourth Street, parade past Presidents Avenue, and step slightly on South Street.
The Devil loved Blooden, California way too much. He made himself at home there. Saint Paul’s Catholic Church was his palace, the Baptist Chapel his hotel room, the city council his main lobby, and every house in Blooden is his holy dome. He also ate in Blooden; for breakfast he’d eat at one of three fast food chains, at noon he had as spicy lunch with lots of jalapenos warped in a burrito at the local El Paso Restaurant, and for dinner he dined at the local relief shelter. The Devil lived in Blooden, California.
Blooden is a small town situated at the foot of the Central Valley. It was no larger than the a thousand people and boasted of a small economy the maintained a pack
BusI've wanted to write a poem about my bus rides
But I can’t stand still enough to seat all the way through this ride
Zeus! - This ride has been rare to say the least.
I see the bus driver and his heart warming smile
I see brothers who oppose each other.
Sometimes as the wheels roll
I get a good dose of sunlight
Other days the sky is dull and humid and depressed
As the bus rocks sometimes I see other people like me
Yet they’re not like me. And old Mexican woman from Oaxaca
Some Mexican men who are brunt from working in the under the reign of Helios
And they probably seek for Guadalupe’s help from day to day.
I've also seen homeless people with no God to call theirs.
Who roam from town to town, seeking friends and strangers, and they are always reproached by family.
I think once I also saw a transgender individual with her supportive brother or lover…. Seating next to her, meanwhile I thought that sight was sweet and heartwarming.
Though a most peculiar sight that
PaperShe came to our house and talked about many things that were written upon paper
She talked about happiness; her discourse came from a piece of paper
She conversed about God’s Law; and that too came from the same piece of paper
She insulted the beauty of the World
She suggested that Hawaii is a showcase of God’s beauty and hand about!
But I've seen the wonderful Monarchs in the forest of Mexico
As they flutter about
Shading green pines with their orange wings
Taking over every leaf that was colored green
Fluttering a ballet of life and dance in the light of the sun that came through a concealed forest
They were the best thing I have ever seen; yet this woman put it all upon paper along with Hawaii; a beauty that I’ll dream about and one that’s only on paper
And erased a moment so precious that must be restored from ashes of burnt paper
For why should beauty and happiness be found only upon paper?
And also why should we follow laws given by God and Governme
The American Dream is a LieThe American Dream is a lie
A creation crafted by Rich Men
I order to keep……. The poor dreaming
To keep the poor dreaming, about the rich, and to distract them
To distract the poor from asking their unhumble Politicians
From…. Improving human condition
The American Dream is a bed time story
That is told to poor children
So that they may envy Rich children
And forget about poverty and hunger
The American Dream allows us to deny that the country is astray
That our Republic is slipping down the pipe lines
That the Capitalist Harlots are molesting this Nation
They are molesting this Nation under one God
That one God is green
And has promised diamonds and happiness to his cult members
And has promised an illusion that is more false then Disney’s promise of love
That God is The American Dream
And his High Priest seats in the White House, the church of that almighty God!
No matter what banner hangs behind the high alter
No matter the color of the banner
The SnakeI was asleep
And found myself
In a tropical forest with pink ferns
And tall trees
With a dark and warm night
And light breeze
Blew across the dreamy scenery
I was on a tree
And a snake slithered up to me
It commenced to talk
And what could it talk about?
All snakes inquire, that’s what they do.
The snake asked me to consider if I, if I’d like to beaten by it
It hissed it tongue up and down
And gazed at me with black button eyes
Anticipating an answer
I considered the thought of being beaten.
Would it hurt? How should I know?
It might tickle? It might burn?
Thought it’d be just like dying; how can anyone know if hell and heaven are there?
I thought once more…. Knowing that if I said no, I might never get another chance to get bitten by a snake
-Talking or not-
I answered yes-no-yes- Oh hell yes
Before I could change my final answer
He bit me……………..
Pain ran up my leg
I woke up with a cramp …….
That vile dev
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 2
Sixth months later, Matt's belly got bigger. Matt didnt want to come out his room. Edd knocked, "Matt!"
"GO AWAY! IM FAT!" the ginger cried. "you're not, fat. You're preganet." Tom told him, suddenly the door knocked. Edd opened it and sigh, "thank god its you" he said, "matt! We have someone here to see you!"
Matt slowly, got out of his room. He gasped when he saw that person. Tord. He exitedly hugged him, "TORD! IM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU!" he cried, Tord smiled, "uh.. yeah." Matt back up and Tord saw his belly. "wow" he said, "you're big." Matt blushed, "yeah" Edd smiled, "we already told Tord abot your pregnacy."
Matt's smile faded, "how do you feel about that?" he asked. Tord smiled, "Matt, when it comes to you Im never mad" he came over and kissed Matt gently. "aww" Edd said, Tom just made a 'thats gross' face. Tord put his hands on his belly, "so... im a dad. Wonderful."
look sorry about the shortness, just i cant find any more ideas. If you want and be
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg)So... this is for fun, if you want me to continue just put yes. Thank you.
After finding their way home from the ocean to find their keys, Matt flopped on his bed. He sighed. Tord's gone he told himself, how can i go on? Sure we broke up before he left, but.... Matt trailed off his thoughts. He heard his belly growl, He huffed and stayed in his bed.
Minutes later, the ginger begin to feel sick. He looked in his mirror and saw he was pale. Am i sick? "Dinner!" Edd called out. When his friends saw him they became worried. "wow, Matt. " Tom said, "you look-" "are you feeling okay?" Edd cuting him off. Matt touched his forehead feeling he was burning up, "i think i got sea sick?" He said. "I could SEE that" Edd smiled. Tom gave him a look, "anyways" Edd said, "do you want to eat?"
Matt looked at the meal Edd cooked. Fish and Chips. "Of course!" Matt said, "i am very hungry!"- Then everything went black.
"uhhhhhh" Matt moaned as he awaken. He saw a certain aside of
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 6 LAST Two months past and it was the day before, the baby was coming and Tord was now leaving. Matt stood in the door way, watching Tord pack up. Tord went to the mirror putting his hat on, when he saw Matt, with tears in his eyes. He turned around sighing, "For the last time, I'll be fine" he said.
Matt nodded. He ran to Tord's arms hugging him tightly. Tord kissed Matt's forehead, "I'll be fine, dont worry." Matt sniffed, "o - okay." Tord continued to hug Matt until he calmed down. Soon they heard a car horn from the front door. The lovers looked out the window and saw Tord's ride. Matt was about to cry again, "be safe" he told him. Tord smiled, "i will." He then leaned down to their son, "i'll do it for you and your mother." Tord sallowed, "i'll see you soon." He looked at Matt, "i'll be back." Matt saw Tord leaving to the car. When he was a distance gone, Matt sighed, "see you."
Edd felt bad for Matt. "Matt he'll be fine" He said. Matt sniffed, "i know" and went to his
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 4
Matt's eyes shot wide open when he heard a knock. "Matt!" Tom yelled, "hurry and eat breakfast so we could find the gender!" Matt got up happily he almost forgot he was going to find that out today! Tord woke up by Mattt's squealing. Tord groaned, "keep it down please" he told him. Matt leaned down to kiss hi scheek, "today we're going to find out the gender" he told him. Tord smiled. "what are you wanting it to be?" he asked, Matt thought, "a- a boy? im not sure with whatever baby im having is fine." Tord kissed Matt, "well lets eat so we could go."
Mattt bust the front door, "YAAAAAAAY! ITS A BOY!" Tom grabbed some pictures that Matt had of the baby. Edd came to look to, "well he certainly small for being seven months." Matt smiled, "that means he only has two more months!" He hugged Edd and Tom, "IM SO HAPPY!"
Tom saw Tord was looking at other papers, Tom escaped from the hug and went to Tord, "whats that?" he asked, "non of your bussines
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 3
That night Tord stayed with Matt. While Tom and Edd were in the living room. "Why does Tord have to be the dad?" Tom asked himself, Edd just sighed, "we just have to deal with that." Tom looked down, "do you think Tord wants to be the father?"
Edd took a sip of his cola, "of course i mean he does love Matt."
Matt and Tord were watching a movie in his room. "So... have you thought of a name?" Tord asked Matt looked at him, "well i havent found out the gender..." Tord kissed Matt's warm lips. Tord begin to make the kiss hot. Matt moaned a bit. Tord smiled during the kiss, he forgot how much he loved to hear Matt moan. Matt pulled away, "Tord we cant, Edd and Tom are still awake!" Tord just smiled, "Matt cmon."
Matt sighed, "what if they catch us?"
"Then they'll know how we made the baby"
"TORD!" Matt siad shamefully. There was a pause. "im sorry" Matt said silently. Tord stroked his cheek, "dont be." The two kissed again.
"Lets get some sleep" Tord said an
Unchanging LoveDespite being consumed by the fire of rage and despair, a spark of love in your heart remains unchanged.
Despite being stranded in the realm of darkness and cold death, a warmth of love in your heart remains untainted.
Despite being ushered to the land unbounded by time, a flame of love in your heart remains unextinguished.
Entangle, convolute, stretch, or even seemingly break the thread of fate between us, they may,
faced by your purity, none will succeed.
Traversing even the untraversable ocean of time, we will find each other again.
The unbreakable thread between us shall not be undone, not even by the hands of time.
Unchanging love endures eternally.
You Weren't a ConvenienceYou told me to find something I want,
not something that was convenient
for the nights when I was lonely.
It struck me hard because
I never thought of you as convenient,
I just always thought of you
and how you made me feel.
Never once did I use your chapped lips
to fill an empty void in my heart.
You told me to go find something that I love
and baby, all I see is you.
Except for youIn the starlight, I was amazed
In the sun, I was blissful
And for you, at the start,
It was just another day
You were a ray of hope
I could finally move on
But darkness hit
Unlike anything before
I fell too deep in love
And now it’s come to this
Dreams started off with love
But now only show pain
The moon can’t describe you
You are a wonderful gaze
The things you do surpass my mind
I’ve never seen anyone so kind
You are dearly loved and so great
But in my heart I feel something break
My mind is finally giving in
I’m falling apart and no one’s here
To pick me up, or to cheer me on
I am reminded; I am alone
You are the reflection of the earth
So bright; you make the moon sparkle
But in my skies, all I see are gray days ahead
It’s raining somewhere, I just know it
That’s where I reside
In the clouds of a darkened sky
Not a star or sun in sight
I am done for
My mind is through
No more falling in love
Except for you
I told everyoneWhat a mess I’ve gotten into
Why did I fall in love with you?
I thought I was done
I told everyone
That I was done with love
Why did you come into my eyes?
I thought I was free from all the lies
I thought I was done
I told everyone
That I was done with love
How did it come to this?
Everything is a hit and miss
I fell into another impossible fate
But this time with you it will never be too late
But you’re just as far away as all the rest
Don’t put my love to the test
IntoxicationWhat can intoxicate the brain faster than a gulp of beer?
And make the soul sink to the deepest abyss in the ocean?
What would I give to live in a different version of reality?
One in which you and I are in each other’s arms –kissing and loving
Kissing and loving our hours away
Wasting our hours away every second
Wasting every second of the night in the company of the long and dreadful night
But instead I miss you as the cold and dreadful night devours my dreams
I miss you as my thoughts take ride on a train that run into a wall of misery
I miss you as you; yet I know you might not even thing of me, let alone miss me
I’d wait upon a dock; only if I knew the truth.
If knew that you miss me too and want to put an end to darkness of the night
But it might be in the darkness of the night
That you make love to her and not me; and she consumes me with the coldness
And takes my heart away; beat after beat
She won’t let me go
Because it is you; who can intoxicate my bra
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